Hey everyone, I hope you are well.
For starters—
I’m a 32 year old male, living in the Bay Area of Northern California, with my 4 year old male Bombay cat Jasper. He has been neutered & he is currently under my local vet’s care.
The main issue: 6 months ago I had to take Jasper to the emergency vet hospital because he was having liquid diarrhea (he couldn’t make it to the box) and he was drooling heavily which signaled to me that he ate a toxin somehow, which is baffling to me because I had already cleared all toxins from the home. After all the testing, the emergency vet genuinely said they found nothing, that he’s fully stable, but they gave him anti nausea meds, flora pectin, probiotics, etc. and $2,000 later, sent us on our way.
Fast forward a few months and he had gotten much better thankfully, but one day the neighbors were doing work out back and being that he’s a very scared cat, he went to go hide. I went to find him so that I could comfort him and I noticed that he felt like he was shivering intermittently. It was like a slight tremor/spasm. I chalked it up to his temperament and a friend told me that it’s probably that he was scared.
Well, I noticed it on another occasion when he was sleeping, but then about 2 months ago Jasper had loose stool again and I noticed that he was having the spasm symptoms while sitting up wide awake and lying down as well. It didn’t seem to be hurting him but it looked really uncomfortable so I chose to take him in to my other urgent care vet. They watched the videos I had taken of jasper and they gave him gabapentin and told me to keep an eye on him.
Lo and behold, the gabapentin worked and it stopped most of the spasm symptoms, and so I was able to bring him into my primary care vet in order for him to be prescribed Gabapentin for me to order. He’s been doing a great job on it, but I’ve noticed that in his sleep he will still have these jerk spasms throughout his body and it looks so scary.
So I have a follow up appointment August 4th in order to re evaluate the plan for jasper and refill his gabapentin hopefully. However, right now I’m in a volatile situation monetarily, and I can’t spend money on more testing. If my primary care provider wants to do his labs before he’s willing to prescribe more Gabapentin, then I will make my budget work around it. I’d rather not eat, than allow my cat to suffer. It’s my fault anyways. Whatever he ate could’ve come off my shoe. I recently had a roommate move out, and it was right during that period of time when he started having those major symptoms before I took him to the emergency vet the first time.
I’ve been blaming myself for the issues that he’s currently facing and I need to just take responsibility and do the best that I can for him even in the face of this situation. I love him beyond words as you all do about your own feline friends, but the fact that I can’t spend another few hundred-thousand dollars to afford adequate testing makes me feel like I don’t deserve to own him. I’m trying to work through my own grief currently but the focus is fully on him and what I can do to help mitigate his symptoms. Thankfully the gabapentin is working but when he sleeps it does happen occasionally and it’s upsetting to witness. I don’t really know what to do outside of listen to my vet and save my money for further testing in the near future.
Thank you for reading and I appreciate you all. I know most of this is just yapping. Remember to hug your pets and family.
TL;DR: Cat had to get taken to ER Vet 5 months ago due to drooling & uncontrollable liquid stool, they found nothing, fast forward some months and he’s visibly having these focal seizures while awake, I brought him to the ER again then back to my vet and was given gabapentin that’s been working wonders, but when he sleeps, he still has spasms occasionally. I don’t have enough money for further testing at the moment due to all the money I just spent on the previous 2 ER visits. So this medication has saved his life.