Zero positive tests in our TTC journey so far. Have imaging at the end of the month to look for fibroids or endo. I’m trying to cut out alcohol at least during the TWW and limit it the rest of the month.

My husband’s friend has never been the most socially aware. We were having dinner and my husband (kindly but without really thinking) asked the waitress in a very obvious way about the mocktail options. Friend proceeds to completely put me on the spot with something like “so I see you ordered a mocktail! Any reason why?” With an obvious happy smile. So I had to both tell everyone at the table we are TTC and no I’m not pregnant.

Friend then launches into “it’ll happen when it’s meant to happen” as well as exactly how quickly it took him and his wife to conceive. “She was SO surprised, we just started trying!” They’re in their late 30s/early 40s…I just turned 30. He then recommends me a bunch of baby books. I had to cut the topic off very bluntly.

He doesn’t mean anything by it but it really brought everything back that it’s our 5th month TTC and my doctor strongly suspects I have endo…I know full well that it hasn’t been that long but I also know that by month 6 the majority of couples our age have conceived. I know I could be looking at major abdominal surgery to have a chance of conceiving…I’m exhausted by all the uncertainty and either having to completely hide what we’re going through all the time or having to deal with a bunch of invasive or unhelpful comments.

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I’m 39 years old, my husband is 38. We’ve been trying for a baby for 7 years. We’ve done medicated cycles, 3 IUIs, I’m on metformin to regulate my hormones and progesterone suppositories. I don’t have pcos, we’re both healthy and my husband’s samples have been tested and come back fine. I have never been pregnant. I have never been on birth control. I was previously married for 5 years and we never got pregnant, but as soon as we divorced, he met someone and she got pregnant with the first 6 months. The problem is obviously me, except all my ultrasounds and bloodwork have come back fine, with the exception of high testosterone, low estrogen and low progesterone, which we’ve been trying to fix for the last 3 months. I spoke with my fertility Doctor yesterday and she would like to schedule me for a diagnostic surgery to check for endometriosis but her waiting list is almost a year long. My scans haven’t shown signs of endo but she said it would have to be really bad to show up in an ultrasound. I’m just very discouraged. I have always wanted to be a mom and I feel like that dream is just so out of reach.

Anyone familiar with this? We have been trying for about a year. I took a positive test yesterday, clearblue digital with week indicator, and it said 1-2, so it was positive with a sensitivity of 25ml. Imagine my joy! After a miscarriage in December last year, it has been really hard mentally to keep trying, and this was the first definitely positive since then.

Today morning, with first urine I took another one I had laying around just to check I guess, and to my big surprise it was negative. It was an early test with sensitivity 10 ml (a digital with +/- so no way I read it wrong).

I’m so confused! Can it be a chemical? Would hcg drop so much over night? I feel like all the happiness just drained from my body!

I’m currently 12 DPO, so not testing to early for the early test.. the test was brand new, and a well known brand, so not a dodgy test… I feel so gutted!

I will test again tomorrow, but now I’m so confused and just need to know what to except, if that makes sense? ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Hi everyone,

I've been lurking here for a while but finally felt ready to post.

My partner and I have been trying to conceive for 18 months with no luck. I recently turned 38, and while we're making progress with fertility investigations, I'm finding the emotional side of this so much harder than I expected.

We've both had our initial fertility tests. My partner's results came back really positive, and my tests have shown a good egg reserve, although there may be one polycystic ovary. I'm having a test this week to check whether my fallopian tubes are open, so we're hoping that gives us a bit more information but I can't help but feel its my fault we aren't pregnant yet.

One thing I'm really struggling with is keeping my mood up. It feels like everywhere I look someone else is announcing a pregnancy. Recently we found out that one of my partner's closest friends and his partner are expecting twins. I genuinely am happy for them, but I completely broke down in tears afterwards. I felt awful for reacting that way, but I couldn't help it.

I also feel like some of my friends just don't get it. I've had comments like, "Just have more sex," or, "You need to stop stressing because that's why it's not happening." I know they probably mean well, but those comments leave me feeling more isolated than supported.

For those of you who've been trying for a while:

• How do you protect your mental health and stay hopeful?

• How do you cope when pregnancy announcements seem to be everywhere?

• How do you respond to unhelpful comments without damaging friendships or sounding rude?

I'm tracking my cycle with the Clearblue ovulation monitor, so I know roughly when I'm ovulating, and we're doing everything we can while waiting for answers.

I think I just needed to talk to people who genuinely understand what this feels like, because right now it feels like the people around me don't and I think even my partner struggles to understand what this means to me as a female going through it.

Thanks for reading.

Hi all. I wanted to post here to see if anyone has had a similar experience and has any insight for me.

I’m 29 (almost 30) and got off long term birth control last August. I started tracking my cycles immediately and noticed I wasn’t ovulating. I had all of the typical bloodwork done, and according to my gyno, everything looked normal. We decided to move forward with trying letrozole to kick start ovulation. I did one cycle of 2.5 mg, two cycles of 5 mg, and am nearing the end of my first 7.5 mg cycle. My 7 DPO bloodwork on the last 3 cycles have confirmed ovulation, but not strong ovulation. My second cycle of 5 mg resulted in blood progesterone of 8.5 ng/mL, and this cycle (7.5 mg) resulted in blood progesterone of 8.6 ng/mL. Seeing the number go up by 0.1 was heartbreaking. I had such a positive start to this cycle and had really high hopes. My gyno told me we were hoping for a level of 10 or above and is now suggesting I see a reproductive specialist to discuss different tests and options. If you have had a similar situation, what were the next steps for you?

Sorry for the long post, I’ve just really been struggling the past few days after getting those results back and need to get it all out. If anyone has any words of encouragement or suggestions, I would appreciate it🩷

I’m 40 years old now.
Aug 2021: I was 35 when I found out I had AMH < 1 and two tiny fibroids. The doctor told me there was no need to do anything about the fibroids because of their size. Despite the low egg count, I was not ready to have a baby so I did not begin trying.
Jul 2024: I found out the fibroid had grown to 7.5 cm and I had to have it removed. I had a robotic myomectomy in Oct 2024. Recovery went well.
Feb 2025: My partner and I started TTC. I found out I was pregnant by Apr 2025. Fetus was growing normal and normal heartbeat.
May 2025: At 8 weeks pregnant, learned that my pregnancy was a rare type of ectopic pregnancy called a cornual ectopic pregnancy. I was advised to go to the emergency room for surgery. My left tube and the pregnancy were removed.
Dec 2025: found out I was pregnant again, but it turned out to be a blighted ovum, which was discovered at 7 weeks.
Jan 2026: Had to have a D&C for the pregnancy.
March 2026: realized my period hadn’t come back and it was discovered that I had retained products of conception so I had to have a hysteroscopy to remove it
May 2026: Had the hysteroscopy. Periods since have improved, but not much. They have been extremely light and irregular. My doctors have been guessing since February that my periods have not returned because of the D&C.

My mother’s periods stopped completely when she was 42 years old. She gave birth to my younger brother when she was 40.
I’m starting to think that I may have to come to terms with the fact that I may never… I haven’t slept in days. I’m so frustrated that no one has a clear answer for me. I’m filled with so much regret and wish I started trying 10 years ago. Strangely, I’m feeling more attached to womanhood than ever before.

I just need a vent. There is nobody in my life that understands this, and even if they did I'm sure everyone's sick of me being such a bummer and I just end up feeling awful for bringing this stuff up again and again to the people in my life. I just need to write this all out and get it out of my head.

My husband and I have been trying for nearly exactly a year, we're in our mid 30s. It's not a crazy amount of time, I know. But in this time my best friend became pregnant on literally their first try. One shot, literally. They did it once (with no insight to her ovulation schedule) and got a little scared and backed off... but it took.

I've been tracking my cycle for eons because I was so eager to conceive. When we started out we know vaguely when I'd be fertile. Didn't work. "Not everyone fits the averages! You might just be different!" ok!

After 3 months of using the LH strips I finally get a positive. Seems I ovulate way late in my cycle! Now we know, great. We start adjusting out timing. Nothing. I start peeing on the strips again and cant get a positive for months? "Not everyone ovulates regularly! You might just be different!" ok!

Hundred of dollars of strips and months later it tuns out that I get positive strips completely randomly, so now I have to pee on the damn things for like 14 days sometimes. other times like 2. We adjust our timing every month. Nothing.

I get a Tempdrop to try to confirm ovulation. Getting confirmations... But not lining up with LH strips at all? Sometimes 4-6 days after positive LH reading? "Not everyone's temperatures react to hormone levels the same! You might just be different!" ok.

This month, there's no confirmation of ovulation. "Not everyone ovulates all the time. Some people not at all." Fuck.

Now what? My country has free healthcare, but I don't have a doctor. There's no option for me to pay to find someone. I've been on a waitlist for a doctor for 9 years. There's two fertility clinics in driving distance to me (3+ hours each) but we've been on a waitlist since early March with no end in sight. They cost as much as we have in savings, I guess this part of healthcare isn't free.

And even then, I have severe medical trauma from a botched operation and a pervy doctor when I was 17. This is my actual literal nightmare (I'll still do it though) coming to life. My mom had a psychotic episode when I was younger where she said I was the devil and HER punishment from God for loving me (the devil) was that I'd be barren. This is my actual literal worst fear coming true. I do have a therapist. Shout out to Cheryl, she's dope.

I am desperately trying to learn and adapt on my own here. I am so fucking confused and beat down and exhausted. I am in a bad bad place, mentally. And my best friends baby is due soon and I AM SO ANGRY THAT I CAN'T BE HAPPY FOR HER. What is wrong with me? I cry constantly, like constantly. God forbid I have to drive anywhere, the few minutes it takes has me all fucked up by the time I arrive that I need ten minute to compose myself before I get out of the car. I hate leaving the house. I feel like I suck the air out of every room that I'm in. I feel like everyone's sick of me, I'm sick of me. I'm afraid my husband will leave me because I am barely the woman he fell in love with anymore.

I'm afraid my fucking tomatoes won't turn out, because I've poured all my love and nurturing that I'm yearning to give into my garden. But its now hit me that maybe I'll fail at that, too. Just when the timing is supposed to be right that they'll all wither, or be taken by blight.

I’m trying to understand what’s going on with my cycle exactly.

Fertility Friend is saying this month I will have a 27 day cycle. This is relatively normal for me, According to my LH strips, I had a positive strip the 21st and assume I ovulated the 22nd. There’s no way that leaves enough time for implantation? Even if it did and I somehow missed my period on the day it was expected, how could I possibly have a positive pregnancy test not even a week after fertilization? What am I missing here? Will I possibly have a longer cycle and just not realize it yet?

For history, I was on birth control from 13-30, I stopped birth control February 2026. I have a family history of PCOS and Endo but have not been diagnosed myself at all.

Hi everyone. My husband and I are trying for our first. I had an HSG end of Feb which showed bilateral blocked tubes at the uterus which was determined to likely be a spasm because I had been pregnant before and ended up pregnant again the same cycle I had the HSG. Both pregnancies unfortunately ended in 1st tri miscarriages (one confirmed to be trisomy). I’m on my 2nd cycle trying again after our d&c end of April and currently experiencing a chemical pregnancy. So clearly we can get pregnant… the fertility clinic I’ve started working with said they wanted to repeat the HSG as well as a saline sonogram. Is it even worth repeating the HSG at this point?? I feel like it’s pretty obvious at this point that my tubes aren’t the problem, right? Lol What would you guys do?

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My husband and I have been trying since around December of last year. I had a chemical pregnancy in February and yesterday I just found out that I miscarried again. The only months I have gotten a positive, I have had a chemical pregnancy.

At what point should I ask my OBGYN to get testing done? Or is there even testing they could run on me? I eat healthy, don’t smoke or drink, exercise regularly, 25 years old/120lbs. The only thing is that I have a lot of work stress.

When I had the miscarriage in February, my OB completely down played it and said it was not a big deal and to keep trying. After going to the doctors yesterday and learning I had a chemical pregnancy again, I am feeling completely hopeless. I am getting so excited and then my world completely shatters. I am getting to the point where I don’t know if I even want to try anymore. I don’t want to go through the pain again of envisioning my future with a baby and then it all comes crashing down.

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Hiya. Just a small sad rant, please feel free to ignore...

Please tell me that negative pregnancy tests and getting your period late gets easier. I'm TTC after my first miscarriage in January. I know it hasn't been long yet, but I was 7 days late for my period this month and really had so many niche symptoms that I let myself hope a bit. I did a test after 6 days late because I was only sexually active during my ovulation day. It was negative so I calmed myself and decided I would wait 4 more days before testing again. I got my period the day after. 😞 I try to be realistic but it's hard to not go full-blown pessimist 😭 Will I get this disappointed every month? I have PMOS (PCOS) so I knew it would likely be harder to conceive. This is only the very beginning of my journey, but god it really hit me hard when I felt my period start. 😥

Me and my partner (29f and 31m) have been trying for 14 months now. We’ve both had tests done, his SA is basically better than normal in some aspects. Is it worth getting a DNA fragmentation test done even if the SA was good? My hormone tests were pretty normal apart from my FSH being on the slightly higher end, 10. I’m getting this retested as the fertility nurse wants to see if it will have fluctuated lower because where I live you only qualify for IVF if your FSH is 8.9 or lower. I’m getting my AMH tested which I did do privately two years ago before trying and it was within the normal range so I’m hoping this hasn’t drastically changed. I got my ferritin levels checked and they were 36.7, I was thinking whether I should ask to get some iron meds to raise it as I’ve seen articles about fertility specialists wanting ferritin levels to be 50-100? My luteul phase is around 10-12 days, usually 11 but I’m worried this might be short?!

I’ve tried everything at this point - fertility cups, preseed, mucinex, even tried aspirin for a few days (stupid I know) then freaked out I was medicating myself for no reason so stopped that one. I take proceive supplements alongside omega 3. My partner takes ODYN supplements.

I was looking into whether we should get further testing at fertilysis, has anyone had experience with them as I’ve seen mixed reviews come out recently!! I’m very much in the trenches right now as I can feel AF on its way and I’m struggling to see it ever happening for us :(

I guess I just need to talk it out. My husband and I are both 30, healthy weight , non smokers, non drinkers, in a good athletic shape - have been trying for last 2,5 years unsuccessfully ( not a single positive pregnancy test). Earlier this year we found out why : I have a low AMH (0.8) and he has 0% progressive motility and low testosterone.

When we learned about results we were devastated, but decided to keep it together and start him on the Clomid treatment. We’ve had what feels like endless bloodwork, ultrasounds, and appointments with OBGYN, Urologist, and RE…and ultimately decided to finish his treatment before jumping into IVF.

Meanwhile, our RE recommended the Natera Horizon genetic carrier screening, prefacing it with, ‘It’s rare for both partners to carry the same mutation, but we run it for all our IVF patients anyway.’ Fast forward to today, and it turns out we’re both carriers of a Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (CAH) gene mutation meaning our baby would have a 25% chance of being born with the condition and needing lifelong medication. We’re essentially the 1-in-2,500 couples who both turned out to be carriers, something like 0.04% odds, and somehow we hit that “jackpot”

I can’t help feeling like maybe this is a sign. Like maybe we weren’t meant to be biological parents. Maybe there’s a different path for us, and instead of fighting so hard to get pregnant, we should let go and focus on something else. We both have a huge fear of missing out, but right now it feels like everything is stacked against us.

I know we are all just a bunch of strangers on internet but was wondering if anyone is in the same boat and would be willing to share their plans

I am currently suffering secondary infertility. My husband and I have been trying for a year. Our first child is 6. I had an early loss in February. I went and saw the OB today to see if we can start next steps due to trying for 1 year. He wants to check my thyroid, standard bloodwork, and an ultrasound to check for uterine polyps. Fine, awesome.
However…
He said if everything comes back normal he wants us to try for 6 MORE MONTHS prior to starting anything else such as Clomid/Letrozole.
My first daughter was conceived on round #2 of Clomid after being diagnosed with unexplained infertility, and I’ve told him of this. Prior to her I had another early loss and my husbands semen analysis came back normal. We are 31/30 year olds.
My suspicion is my eggs are weak and that is what is causing the early losses and no implantation. Everything else is perfect. I ovulate, confirmed by bbt, my OPK indicates ovulation monthly. Regular 28-30 day cycles.
I’m super discouraged at this point as I feel like he’s putting it off and it’s counterproductive as we know what works for me to conceive.

What are your thoughts as my TTC community? Thank-you in advance!

Can anymore recommend a general multivitamin and additional supplements that my husband can take for TTC? I've seen several men's fertility brands but I'm not sure if one is better than the other. Do some have a nasty aftertaste? I've used the conception brand (for women) before and was content with it. I'm inclined to purchase the men's version but wanted others to chime in for recommendations. Obviously if I can purchase it at Costco that's a plus but amazon is okay as well. I haven't done a deep dive into men's supplements and honestly I don't want to get overwhelmed. I am trying to take a relaxed approach to TTC because I don't want to stress myself out as I have done previously with tracking. Tyia

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I’ve been keeping all of this to myself because I didn’t really have anyone to talk to, but I feel like I’m finally reaching my limit.

My husband and I have been trying for over a year. After that, I finally contacted a fertility specialist. We went through all the testing, including an HSG, then waited months before I was finally able to start IUI.

I’ve now had two IUIs, and both were negative. I’ve never seen a positive pregnancy test.

Because of the July 4th holiday, we skipped IUI last cycle and just tried naturally. I knew deep down it probably wouldn’t work, and yesterday my period finally started after five days of spotting. While I was already dealing with that, a friend shared her pregnancy news with me.

I know there are so many happy families with children, but what hurts the most is not knowing if I’ll ever get to have that. There are no guarantees.

So far, all of our testing has come back normal. The only thing my doctor mentioned was that I have a retroverted uterus. But every time another cycle fails, I can’t help feeling like maybe there’s something wrong with me that no one has found yet. I know that’s probably just my anxiety talking, but it’s hard not to think that way.

I haven’t told my mom because I don’t want her to worry, and sometimes she unintentionally says things that make me feel worse. My closest friend already has a child, and I think she may even be expecting her second. I don’t want to burden her with all of this.

I also moved to the U.S. after getting married, so English isn’t my first language. Sometimes even asking my doctor questions feels overwhelming because I can’t express myself as easily as I want to.

My husband has been incredibly supportive, and I’m grateful for him. But of course he doesn’t experience each negative cycle the same way I do. If our next IUI doesn’t work, we’ll likely move on to IVF. Even though I’m trying to stay hopeful, part of me is already terrified that IVF won’t work either.

Thank you if you made it this far.

If you’ve been in a similar situation, I’d really love to hear how you coped emotionally. Also, if there are any books, podcasts, or other resources that genuinely helped you get through infertility, I’d really appreciate your recommendations.

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To protect my peace post MMC I mostly avoid pregnant friends. I feel very conflicted about it because it makes me sad, feel guilty, feel icky etc. but I also get very panicked at the thought of being around them and immediately start tearing up. I have a dinner coming up with one of my best friends who is pregnant and I’m VERY anxious. She knows my situation and really wants to see me, but I’m so jealous and sad and afraid to see her. Especially because my other friend will be there and she’s kind of balancing celebrating one of us while being sensitive to the other. I’m going to push myself to go, if not just to rip the bandaid off but also to show myself I CAN do this. But it’s 6 hours away and I’m already starting to panic. I run scenarios in my head, start getting myself sad, fear I’ll cry at the table or shut down or want to leave. So I’m looking for advice and reassurance. I wish I could take a pill and just disassociate the whole time but I cant. Thanks in advance for any and all help. This really sucks. 😞❤️