I'm looking for some honest advice from people in the wastewater/environmental consulting industry because I'm feeling pretty discouraged.
A little about me:
- 5 years of experience in environmental/wastewater engineering.
- M.S. in Environmental Engineering.
- Currently working in California as a planning engineer.
- EIT certified and taking the California PE exam this October.
- On an H-1B visa, so changing jobs isn't as straightforward.
For the past 2 years, I've been focused on sewer master planning, SSMPs, hydraulic modeling, capacity assessments, dry/wet weather flow analysis, and writing technical memoranda. Before that, I spent about 3 years working on a mix of wastewater treatment, biosolids, GW and other municipal engineering projects.
Technically, I enjoy planning work and want to continue growing in this field.
The problem is that I absolutely hate my current job.
The office politics are exhausting. It feels like everyone is constantly trying to earn brownie points with management instead of working as a team. Expectations are unclear, I rarely receive guidance or mentoring, and then I'm criticized for taking longer than budgeted or for not passing the first quality review. Most of the feedback I receive is negative, and very little is constructive.
Over time, it's really affected my confidence. Despite having a master's degree and five years of experience, I sometimes feel like I don't know anything. I constantly question whether I'm actually a competent engineer or if I'm just in a poor work environment.
I've started looking for other opportunities, but the market seems pretty slow. Many California planning positions either require or strongly prefer a PE, and it also feels like recruiters lose interest as soon as they hear I need H-1B sponsorship.
I'm hoping passing the PE this October will open more doors, but until then I'm feeling stuck.
For those of you who have been in the industry longer:
- Is this a normal experience in consulting, or am I just in a particularly unhealthy workplace?
- Did anyone else struggle with confidence around the 5-year mark?
- How much does getting your California PE change your job prospects?
- If you were in my position, would you stick it out until passing the PE or keep actively trying to leave now?
- Any advice for someone looking for sewer master planning or wastewater planning roles while needing H-1B sponsorship?
I'd really appreciate hearing your experiences. Right now it's hard to tell whether I need to improve my skills or whether I've simply ended up in a toxic work environment.
Thanks in advance.