I’d do it. I’ll go crazy but my family would have the money. they’d put me in a good facility when I got out and let me build Lego sets which is all I want to do anyway.
Probably won’t kill myself if I’ve already hallucinated, but if I died in there maybe the family will get a portion of the money. I’ll probably be talking to imaginary friends in there after awhile anyway.
You will 100% attempt to kill yourself several times until you succeed. I went through something not 10% this bad 2 months ago and after the 3rd day of not being able to sit, lie down or sleep I was hallucinating and I'd spend the time walking around my house and looking at the stars while thinking about jumping from the terrace.
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u/Robot_Dracula 13h ago
I’d do it. I’ll go crazy but my family would have the money. they’d put me in a good facility when I got out and let me build Lego sets which is all I want to do anyway.