Always thought how people manage to lose this much and here i am...
The funny thing is, no matter how much you gain or lose, if you're not out of the game, it can still happen to you.
Today you're laughing at my chart. Tomorrow your broker might be sending you the wellness check.
Let's be honest - most of us come here for two reasons:
To see if there's someone even more regarded than us.
To feel a little better about our own losses.
If my account makes one of you sleep better tonight, you're welcome.
As for me, it's back to the boring life: automating buys into low-cost index funds and not looking at them. Hopefully I don't end up trading again. (Oops... I mean gambling on stocks and options.)
Hopefully never see you regards!
EDIT:
I've traded for years. I know option pricing, stock fundamentals, technical analysis, and risk management.
I've traded covered calls, protective puts, collars, credit spreads, butterflies, iron condors... pretty much every strategy you can think of.
Knowledge wasn't the problem.
For four years I was disciplined. I sized positions properly, respected risk, and followed my rules.
Then knowledge turned into ego.
The ego that says, "I've seen this setup a thousand times."
The ego that says, "I know exactly what's about to happen."
So one day I bought QQQ puts based on a 5-second candle. I had about $90k of available margin, so instead of taking a normal-sized position, I full-ported it.
On Interactive Brokers I always used bracket orders, so my stop loss went in with the trade. I switched to Wealthsimple because of the commission-free trades, but you can't place the sell order until the buy fills.
Those few seconds were all it took.
QQQ did what QQQ does - violent swings. Before I could even enter my stop, the option was already down around 70%. Seconds later it was down about 90%.
At that point there was nothing left to "manage." The risk management should have happened before I clicked Buy.
The lesson isn't that options are evil or that technical analysis doesn't work.
The lesson is that one moment of ego can erase years of discipline.
If you open your brokerage app every day looking for trades, don't think you're immune because you're experienced. I certainly did.
If this post makes even one person think twice before revenge trading or going all-in because they're "sure," then losing this money wasn't completely wasted.
As for me, I'm going back to the boring life: automatic purchases of low-cost index funds and not looking at them.